Monday, October 20, 2008
Currently hating life, a lot.
No, HATE would be too strong a word.
BORED would be a much better substitute, but that's putting it mildly.
I suppose the word we're looking for here is SICK.
Yes, I am SICK of life.
I'm so sick of its' predictabitility, its' apparent lack of anything interesting. Everything is the same. And considering I spend 98% of my time in school, I suppose that's the main reason behind my boredom.
I am so SICK of everything, I'd commit suicide for fun. I swear.
Ever heard of the phrase 'Dying of boredom?'
It's apparently true.
God I hate life.
I need to spice it up.
I may be piercing my eyebrow tomorrow, that is, if I can fork out 40 bucks in time.
And if I can hide it from my parents.
Won't be easy, but GODDAMMIT I am so fucking bored.
I want to die I want to die I want to die
I've been feeling really fucked up these couple of days, and I know why.
Even if I say
It's gonna be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
Coz it's not too late,
It's never too late.
I am gonna write a song about this, hopefully it'll make me feel better.
I doubt there's anything that could surprise me anymore.
Fuck I need something. But I don't know what.
I can't even feel anymore.
Please let me die. That's about the only thing I haven't done yet.
dreamt at 3:24 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Well.I am planning on growing my hair really long and curly, all the way to my waist, coz I look gorgeous with long hair.
What possessed me to chop it off?
And I learnt the Pussycat Doll When I grow up dance, Spikey Lee's version.
YAY.
I am also planning on taking a sewing and dance class.
Hmm. Woohoo.
Perhaps ice skating as well.
Oh shit I'm also getting braces.
Double gah.
separators next two weeks.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKK
dreamt at 3:31 AM