Thursday, November 13, 2008
My spaghetti strap was white and silver instead of brown, and my bra and short shorts were black instead of white, but it looked good. I also tried really dramatic makeup- we're talking lots of shimmer for the eyes- in blue and silver LOTS AND LOTS OF EYELINER and I dug up an old lipgloss/colour in nude pink and it looked really good. I shall take a pic and put it up for you guys to see.
I like the way Rihanna lines the eyes- from corner to corner- and when I tried it, it looked good coz my eyes are big and long, so it suits the lining without looking like some out of place minah.
And I have never really appreciated my natural tan skin colour before yesterday.
That's why, besides Agyness Deyn's haircut, I have decided that Rihanna is my ultimate fashion icon, mostly because I know I can pull off any look that she can, seeing that certain of our physicalities are similar.
THIS IS THE HAIRCUT THAT I WANNA GET.
I WANT I WANT I WANT
I look beyond awesome in that haircut. I know because my hairstylist had me wear a wig like that. And I couldn't recognize myself at all.
Yeah, something like that.
I'll try to persuade my mom again.
TA!
dreamt at 5:33 PM
Sunday, November 9, 2008
Feeling so safe when I'm with you, wanting to feel your arms around me.Seeing your really long eyelashes flutter when you look at me, your chocolate brown eyes kindles a warmth that I thought I could never feel.
Everything's deifferent, but it's fresh coz it's new.
And I like it.
Please don't ignore me.
I've already given you the rest of my heart without actually intending to.
You must've stolen it.
Weak
I've been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak
Barely eat
On my knees
But that's the moment you came to me
Don't know what your love has done to me
dreamt at 11:59 PM
Currently listening to: Superhuman by Chris Brown and Keri Hilson.
There's a fine, fine, line by Avenue Q the musical.
dreamt at 7:17 PM
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
This.
Is.
For.
All.
The.
Fucking.
Teachers.
That.
I.
Have.
Ever.
Known.
Parent-teacher conference in half an hour or so. If any fucking teachers DARES to say SHIT about me and my parents give me HELL for it, I will MAKE sure they regret it.
They WILL regret.
I'm packing knives just in case.
FUCK ALL TEACHERS.
I don't care how old you are or how many children you have. Hitler didn't and he's fucking famous. I'll cut the chase and get there faster than him, trust me.
YOU DARE FUCKING OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND I WILL MAKE SURE I WILL SEAL IT PERMANENTLY. (Like I did with ****)
And a note for next year: I don't wanna any of you fucking teachers to poke your noses into my private life. I don't need you to fucking care about me, fuckers.
Go lick some c**** instead of trying to feed us bullshit.
BYE FUCKERS.
dreamt at 11:08 PM
So yesterday. I went to school with Khairul. :)
He's so sweet luh I'm gonna get diabetes soon...
Anyway wants to spare me a kidney or two just in case?
So I tried my best to wriggle out of my mom's grip so I could go for ONE BUS TRIP WITH KHAIRUL. Nvm...there's still tuition... Now all I have to do is TRY to get my mom to let me ride the bus for the next few days...
Aww my mom just told me that I can't ride the bus tmr. Sorry Khai. :(
I <3 Khairul.
Haz, I still love you.
But you're not here.
And I need a life.
But Khairul is really, really sweet. And I'm growing for him as each day passes.
I can't say much anymore... But Me <3 Khairul! Hehe Khai Khai.
<3, Nisa.
dreamt at 1:02 AM
Monday, November 3, 2008
There's no word to describe my life right now other than 'sweet'.I do so hope things will work out.
Please.
You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naivve with my heart.
dreamt at 5:52 PM